it's up to you

been reading lots of blogs
i enjoy the ones with the wooden houses and lots of snow
big big letters in trees celebrating l-o-v-e
costumes
animal faces
zoo girl
skaterboaders still
chains of gold
things like that

and been churning out paper after paper
paper makin machinneee i go nonstop
being like a fish too, which was nice
i will make it a regular too
so many things to do...... by saturday

he thinks im so crazy but it's okay
sometimes i frustrate and i do it like its my job

but i try, really - i try

BUT i keep dreaming about empty rooms now
and in my dreams i talk about how im dreaming and will wake up soon

my letter was read but it doesn't matter.